Lovers Hate
Silvina Ocampo and A. Bioy Casares
English Version, B. Renner

XII

I harbored serious fears. I looked outside, through the window of the grand hall. The storm had worsened.
My plans were exact: to have my tea; to visit Emily before the police arrived; to meet with the police. My cousin's useless delay in preparing, recipe in hand, a few scones that aspired to measure up to the justly famous scones of my aunt Charlotte would perhaps mean the defeat of my well-laid plans. I looked again through the window. I felt assuaged. Sand like waves of black water beat against the glass. Then, in lightning bolts of clarity, I could make out an infernal landscape: the earth in disintegrating and rapid movement, rising up in wrathful whirlwinds and waterspouts.
Finally the gong sounded. The typist struck it in accompaniment to lethargic noddings of her head. All of us, save Emilia, gathered in the dining hall around the tea tray. While I savored a delectably golden scone I considered how the cardinal events -- births, farewells, conspiracies, graduations, marriages, deaths -- brought us together around the ironed linen and timeless table-service. I remembered also that for the Persians a beautiful landscape was a stimulus to the appetite and, expanding this idea, I concluded that, for a perfect man, all the vicissitudes of life ought to serve as stimuli.
Lost in the venerable depths of meditation, I conflated in my mind the conversation of my compatriots and the buzzing of the flies. It should not have surprised me -- it should not have seemed unusual -- to hear, suddenly, the dry snap of the typist¹s fly swatter. . . (our friend Muscarius.) As someone reconstructs a jigsaw puzzle, piece by piece, I joined together those fragments of conversation I overheard and discovered a fearful group of people, trying to hide their fear, secretly regretting the decision to call the police, admittedly encouraged by the wall of sand the storm threw against the hotel.
I went down to comfort Emilia.
I found her with that beautiful and peaceful face -- it recalled perhaps that of Dante Gabriel Rossetti's Proserpina -- leaning against the hand that held a lilac handkerchief: the same pose in which I had left her some hours earlier. Our conversation was not substantial. She declared -- indeed so -- that Dr. Cornejo had insisted on spending some time alone with the dead girl. Emilia had not consented.
I returned to the grand hall. Cornejo, sitting like a ramrod in a modern chair, was studying, with spectacles, paper and pencil, a large volume. When I find someone reading, my first impulse is to seize the book in my hands. I propose to the curious an investigation of this sentiment: love of books, or displeasure at finding myself displaced from the center of attention? I resigned myself to asking him what he was reading.
"A work of nonfiction," he answered. "A railway guide. I carry in my head a map of the country -- limited to the rail-lines, to be sure -- which attempts to encompass even the most insignificant depots, with their respective distances and times of departure. . ."
"The fourth dimension must interest you. The space-time continuum," I said.
Manning observed enigmatically, "The literature of evasion, I would say."
Atuel was looking out the window. He called to us. In the middle of a livid sandy cyclone we saw the Rickenbacker arrive. For the first time that day, I smiled. I confess it: the comedy of the scene unfolding with cinematic diligence was compelling. From the automobile stepped out one, two, three, four, finally six individuals. They clustered around one of the rear doors, then laboriously withdrew a long dark object. My eyes wet with laughter, I watched them, fighting and swaggering in the wind, deformed by the effect of the glass on our oblique glances, stumbling like those feeling their way by night, tripping in the sand, as they approached the hotel. It was a coffin they carried.

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